The Screaming Pool

December 25, 2024December 11, 2024 ~ TheDamned ~ 4 Comments

Screaming….loud… the normal swimming pool sound, the splashing, leaping kids, the developmentally disabled, the laughing old men with hairy backs boiling red round the hot tub especially at mid-afternoon… but who is that average lean fellow feeling the jet fountain spray all over his bald head? Yes, some kind of officer of the law…looks like his compatriots are here already, laughing and joking with the differently abled children. Some kind of charity service. They do it once a month. A good gig on their 80 thousand a year salaries. Must be nice.

I’m forever nervous in the presence of the police. Ten years ago, I did something. Never caught. So, every time there’s aspects of the law in here it’s scary. Are they finally coming for me? I just act like all the others, nonchalantly enjoying myself.

I was the caretaker here, you see, ten years ago. There was an accident. Something to do with the chlorine. A pipe burst and the aroma escaped and burned a lot of people. Even the insides of their windpipes. Anyway, you should’ve heard the screaming then!

The investigation blamed a faulty valve. They gave the sufferers lots of financial compensation, including me. Of course, I know the reason for the fault. I’m much closer to pipes and chlorine and the pool surface than I am to anyone. The reason’s deep in my heart, now. I wanted them to know, to know who I was. That was my primary motive. To be recognized finally, in the greatest light, as a hero. So, to be a hero, I had to cause pain, chaos, even within myself, and then I had to right it.

What’s a wonder is that I’m still the caretaker, the custodian, the only one besides the lifeguard not moving or smiling, back here behind my office window regarding all the kids and parents. How they yell in ecstasy in the water! Splashing and thrashing, kicking arms and legs. Not unlike the throes of death sometimes. It’s a miracle to still be here, free and victorious, serving the public these many years.

The itching in my eyes all the time bothers me, and my skin, too, it’s always so dry, and I carry that pool smell. Even when I go to bed at night, the chlorine lingers, a constant reminder of where I’m from, who I am. It’s like I’ve become a Neptune creature over all these forty years. I now rather enjoy the daily chemical layering, and the memories from it, and hesitate to wash it away.

Yes, they still say hi to me, the ones who know me, and remember the accident.
The others, the strangers, might turn their heads, or pretend not to notice my disfigurement. In the accident, my face burned and burned. What they don’t know is that I was very conscious of that faulty valve, and I purposely let it blow, I even tapped it a few times with my huge pipe wrench. Despite knowing the immediate pain that would follow, I looked forward to the long-term pleasure.

Life is so dull, so humdrum and low paid, that often the only way out is to tap at something. You don’t want to be caught; you just want things to change. And change they do. It takes a lot of will, but if you put your mind to it, you can accomplish anything. At least, that’s what I discovered. So much sympathy that came my way. I rescued several children from the accident scene, despite my injuries, while fighting the noxious fumes. The parents still invite me over for visits and give me suppers. I saved an old man, and tended to the injuries of the young people, using my top notch first aid training, applying all the special breathing masks with consummate skill.

The city gave me accolades for that. My picture and story featured on the TV news, and a special medal made, presented by the mayor. For weeks, interviews and accolades, and visits to my hospital bed. So many flowers and gifts! And now I sit here behind my office glass, and watch, and listen to the joyful screamers. Wonderful to see the police helping too, heroes simply by default. I had to work for my victory, and I have paid the price, despite always, in a judicial sense, living free. My drooping mouth and misshapen face remind me of this. Every day I notice the mirrors, reflecting my scars, and more subtly and enjoyably, my deeds.

Opposites are sometimes compatible, overlapping. The bad and the good, the burning and the healing. I clean the pool, and it becomes dirty again. I release the gas, then rescue the victims. Screaming can mean pleasure, or suffering. The common sound has two opposing moods. As long as I’m here, I can decide, every day, which mood that the swimmers and bathers experience, and remember.

∼ Harrison Kim

The Harvesters

December 18, 2024December 15, 2024 ~ TheDamned ~ 4 Comments

The smell of freshly baked bread wafted through the air as the travelers approached the village. The dirt road was lined with golden fields, stretching endlessly into the horizon. In a world where crops had long withered and humanity teetered on the edge of starvation, the sight was almost miraculous.

Claire was the first to speak. “It’s…perfect.” Her voice was filled with awe and disbelief.

The villagers greeted them warmly. Their simple clothing and old-fashioned manners put the travelers at ease. They were invited to stay for a meal and offered beds in a large communal house. A stoic elder, his eyes as sharp as they were kind, introduced himself as Elias.

“Stay. Rest.” Elias said. “The road is cruel, but here, we are blessed.”

Over dinner, the travelers marveled at the abundance of food, fresh vegetables, a hearty stew and ripe fruit. Elias stood, his black robe billowed slightly in the breeze. He gave a cryptic toast. “To the harvest. To the Cycle.” The villagers echoed the words solemnly.

Afterward, as the group settled into their rooms, Dylan, the most curious of the group, couldn’t shake an uneasy feeling. The fields had been too perfect. The villagers’ eyes lingered a little too long when glancing their direction.

That night, Dylan woke to the sound of a faint whisper carried in the wind. At first he thought it was Claire or Mark talking in their sleep. But as he strained to listen, he realized the sound wasn’t coming from the house. It was outside, rising from the fields like a sighing breath.

Quietly, he slipped out of bed, careful not to wake the others. He stared out the window at the crops glowing faintly under the moonlight.

The cool, night air wrapped around him as he stepped outside. The village was still, the only movement was the gentle sway of the crops. The whispers grew louder as he approached the barn at the edge of the field.

The structure loomed in the darkness. Its warped wood twisted and bowed as if the building itself were struggling under some unseen weight. The surface was cracked and weathered with deep grooves that resembled claw marks. Dylan hesitated at the door, gripping the rough edge of the frame. The whispers were almost deafening now, a cacophony of voices overlapping and merging. His stomach churned as he realized that the voices were not those of the villagers. They were coming from beneath the barn.

He pushed the door open.

Inside, the air was suffocating and hot, thick with the scent of wet earth plus something metallic. The barn was empty except for rows of tools hanging from the far wall. Sickles, hooks and shears, none of them were rusty or worn. They gleamed, sharp and polished, as though freshly cleaned.

Beneath his feet, the floor seemed to pulse faintly, a rhythmic vibration that matched the cadence of the whispers, He stepped forward, cautiously. The heat rose with each step, beads of sweat formed on his forehead. When his foot pressed onto a loose plank, the sound beneath the floor changed. It wasn’t a vibration. Something was moving.

Dylan knelt and pulled at the loose plank. It came away easily, revealing a writhing network of roots. They looked organic but unnatural, slick and pulsating like veins. The whispers were louder now, emanating from the roots themselves. He stumbled backward. HIs heart was pounding. His foot caught on something and he fell. Looking down, he saw the outline of a face, a human face pressed into the ground beneath the roots. The face shifted, its eyes opened and it stared at him with unmistakable awareness. Its mouth moved silently, forming words he couldn’t hear.

Dylan screamed and stumbled backward. “This…this can’t be real.”

The barn door creaked open behind him, he spun around to see Claire and Mark standing there. Their faces were pale and drawn, “What is happening, we heard you calling our names.” Claire said, stepping closer. “What’s going on?”

Dylan frowned, “I never called for you guys.” He gestured wildly at the exposed roots, “this, this is what is going on! The crops, the barn, the whispers…it’s all connected. I dunno what the fuck is going on but it looks like they’re feeding people to the plants..”

Mark hesitated, then knelt by the roots. His expression hardened as he touched one. “It’s warm,” he said, pulling his hand back quickly.

The ground beneath them heaved suddenly, the roots twisting and tightening like muscles. The entire barn groaned as if in protest, and the whispers rose to a deafening roar.

“We need to get out of here,” Claire yelled, grabbing Dylan by the arm.

Before they could move the barn door slammed shut. The villagers stood outside, their faces serene but unyielding. Elias stepped forward, his hand clasped behind his back.

“You shouldn’t have come here,” he said calmly. “The harvest is not for the outsider to see.”

“What the hell is this?” Dylan demanded, his voice cracking.

“It is life,” Elias answered, his gaze unflinching. “The earth gives but it also takes. The Cycle must continue.”

The villagers surged forward, grabbing Dylan, Claire and Mark. Despite their struggles, the villager’s strength was unnatural, their grip like iron. The trio was dragged deeper into the barn, toward a gaping hole in the floor that hadn’t been there moments before.

The hole pulsed with light, and the roots writhed as if anticipating a meal. “Let us go!” Claire screamed, kicking at the villagers.

Elias knelt beside the opening, his calm demeanor unwavering. “You’ll become a part of something eternal. You’ll nourish the fields and live within the Cycle.”

Dylan managed to wrench himself free and grabbed a sickle from the wall. He swung it wildly, catching one villager in the arm. The man didn’t flinch, he didn’t even bleed. Mark broke free next, shoving another villager into the pit. The man fell with a sickening crunch and the roots wrapped around his body instantly, pulling him into the earth.

The barn shook violently, and the whispers turned into a high pitched wail. The villagers hesitated, their trance-like calm breaking for the first time.

“Run!” Dylan shouted, grabbing Claire by the arm.

Mark followed, swinging the sickle to keep the villagers at bay. They burst out of the barn into the cool, night air. The fields stretched endlessly before them. The whispers followed, now rising from the crops themselves.

“This way!” Dylan yelled, leading them toward the road.

But the road was gone. Where there should have been dirt and gravel, there was only more golden wheat, swaying gently in the breeze.

“We’re trapped,” Claire whispered, her voice trembling.

The crops around them began to shift, the stalks twisting and writhing like they were alive. Faces emerged, just like the ones that Dylan had seen earlier. Their mouths were open in silent screams.

Elias’ voice boomed from behind them. “The fields are endless. The Cycle cannot be escaped.”

Dylan turned to Mark and Claire, his face full of determination. “If we can’t escape. We destroy it.”

He lit a match, holding it against the dry stalks. The flames caught instantly, roaring to life and spreading faster than possible. The fields shrieked, a cacophony of human and inhuman cries. The villagers stumbled back, their serene expression breaking into panic.

Elias stood at the edge of the flames, his calm expression finally cracking. “What have you done? You have doomed us all.”

The fire consumed everything in its path, racing across the plain. They ran through the chaos dodging falling debris and choking on acrid smoke. Behind them the barn collapsed in a massive explosion of light and sound. The whispers were silenced at last. When they reached the end of the fields, they stumbled onto a road that hadn’t been there before. The night was eerily quiet, the air cool and still.

Dylan looked back, expecting to see the inferno, but the fields of gold wheat were gone. In their place was a barren stretch of land, blackened and lifeless.

Mark fell to his knees, gasping for air. “What in the hell was that?”

“The end of the Cycle,” Dylan said, staring at the familiar desolation.

They walked down the dirt road in silence, the weight of what they had escaped pressed heavily on their shoulders. Behind them, the whispers began again, soft, faint, distant.

The Cycle would always find a way to start anew.

∼ Kathleen McCluskey

Scrabbles

December 11, 2024November 21, 2024 ~ Lee Andrew Forman ~ 4 Comments

I hear it inside the walls. The scratching travels up and down, room to room, and I follow with ravenous curiosity. Lines in black marker sprawl across my apartment, tracking the paths it takes. They’ve begun to overlap.

Little gifts it leaves, but always when I’m not looking. I’ve yet to glimpse its form. I once tried, strained my eyes to remain open as long as they could. But eventually they grew heavy and took me to darkness. When I woke, a single tooth lay before me. I searched my mouth with a finger and found the gap.

I no longer wonder where the gifts come from.

I wish to meet my little friend, and the thought occurs—what if I leave an offering in return?

What might satisfy it? Show it I mean no harm, and only want to know my secret companion? I think on this a while, picking at a scab on my head, until the answer is revealed by an inner revelation.

I run to the kitchen, open a drawer, and take out what I need. It likes parts, as shown by the prized collection I’ve gathered on a shelf. And what better part than to show it I want to see?

I take the spoon, place the lip below my lower eyelid, and pray it will suffice.

∼ Lee Andrew Forman

A Holiday Gathering

December 4, 2024November 8, 2024 ~ Marge Simon ~ 5 Comments

Long silent, the grandfather clock awakes to strike a full twelve bells at midnight. On a glass topped table, five candles light without the need for human hands, chairs of flawless red and green await the guests.

Dr. Mengele passes through the door with a box of spectral chocolates, the same he gave to Jewish twins when their train arrived in Auschwitz, prized subjects for his surgeries.

Ilse Koch, Red Witch of Buchenwald, appears in fashion, with fancy gifts, made from Jewish prisoners’ tattooed skins. Himmler brings his book on the occult and racist jokes to share, but is ignored.

Adolph and Eva are fashionably late, she with her two terriers, he with his German Shepherd, Blondi, all wagging tails and licking hands, just like things used to be,

before the last few days, when Blondi took the cyanide to assure her master that it worked, and Eva’s terriers were shot, along with Blondi’s newborn pups.

On Christmas eve they celebrate with fictive wine and phantom tea, a toast of Yuletide spirits, and reminisce the joys of bygone times, until at dawn, the clock ticks cease.

∼ Marge Simon

Bleak

November 27, 2024November 17, 2024 ~ afstewart ~ 4 Comments

They huddled together under tattered blankets, a mother and daughter hidden in the shadows of the abandoned building. Outside, the wind rattled against the walls and howled through the cracked windows; the noise drowned the rumblings of their hungry bellies. Weeks of running left them exhausted, yet neither slept. Fear kept them awake.

The girl whispered, “Was there ever a better world than this one, Mama? Grandma said there was. A place where we didn’t always run, didn’t hide. Where daddies and raiders never hunted and hurt us.”

Her mother squirmed. “Perhaps, sweetie. Once. I have vague memories, but they might be only dreams. If it existed, it was a long time ago and it’s never coming back.”

“Like Grandma?”

An intake of breath, a pause, and then, “Yes. Like Grandma.” There was a soft sigh. “What happened to Grandma is why we run, why I teach you. Now tell me the three rules.” She patted her daughter’s hand.

“Yes, Mama. Rule 1: Never trust anyone, not even if they’re nice to you. Rule 2: Try to be kind, but be cruel if you have to.” Her lip quivered. “Like we were with Grandma when we left her?”

“Exactly. She couldn’t keep up and leaving her behind distracted those raiders. Now what’s rule 3?”

“Rule 3: Don’t be weak. The strong live. The strong make it to the Promised Land. The strong dodge the raiders. The strong will be free. No masters, no daddies. No one to hurt us.”

“Good.” She tousled her daughter’s hair. “Never forget those rules. Never break them. If we’re smart, we’ll escape. Now get some sleep. We move out with the sunrise.”

“Tell me about the Promised Land, Mama. It helps me sleep.” The girl snuggled against her mother, burrowing into the blankets.

Words drifted on the darkness. “The Promised Land is a safe place, a place without raiders, or masters, or cruelty, where the fear of engines doesn’t exist. Women don’t have to worry there, don’t fear being hurt, or killed, or enslaved. We won’t have to run, or hide, or go hungry. It’s where we can be happy. Where we don’t have to live by the rules of men.”

The girl closed her eyes, dreaming of a beautiful land as she fell asleep. Her mother kept watch over her, listening for the sound of the raiders’ engines…

Weeks later, their long journey behind them, they left the wasteland and found a place of grassy scrub and a cracked road leading north. Taking her daughter’s hand, the mother squeezed and murmured, “We’re almost there, sweetie. Almost to the Promised Land, to safety.”

Two more days found them outside a neglected settlement, overgrown with vegetation and vacant of life. A broken fence surrounded rustic, disused houses and buildings. As they drew closer, they noticed an open gate crookedly swinging on rusting hinges. Walking inside, a faded sign greeted the pair, mocking them with the ruined, peeling letters: P R O I S M E D A N D.

The girl looked around and tugged at her mother’s sleeve. “Is this it, Mama?”

“Yes.” The word cut cold in the air and held despair in its depths.

“But it’s empty, Mama. Where are the people? Where’s the Promised Land?” She stared at her mother, watching the woman’s expression harden. “Are we safe yet?”

“No.” The sound almost choked in her throat. “It’s gone. It’s all gone. There is no Promised Land, no safety. They destroyed it too.” She looked at her daughter as the sound of engines roared in the distance. “It was all a false dream. It was all for nothing.”

She bent down and tilted her daughter’s chin, staring into her eyes. “There’s one more thing to learn, sweetie.” Her other hand reached into her travelling bag. “Rule 4: Everyone lies. Even me.”

“I don’t understand.”

“I know, sweetie.” She brushed her daughter’s hair with her fingers and straightened. “I’m sorry, but there’s nowhere to run and hide anymore and I can’t go back.” She smiled at the confused child. “I’m so sorry.”

From her bag, she pulled out a pistol and shot herself in the head, blood spraying her daughter’s upturned face. The nearing sound of engines mixed with the girl’s screams.

~ A. F. Stewart

Demure

November 20, 2024November 8, 2024 ~ Miriam H. Harrison ~ 4 Comments

The only time I truly feared my wife was when she saved my life. In our courtship, I had always thought her demure. I had thought her propriety was what kept our rendezvous under the bright light of day, where none could whisper of clandestine meetings by candlelight.

Yet even then, in her modesty there was an air of mystery. Of possibility. Intriguing, alluring—a question waiting to be asked.

It seemed more strange, then, when her moonlit modesty extended into marriage. When we spent our wedding night apart, I worried that she may be a question without answer. She set those fears to rest as she woke me with the full heat of her daylight passion, and all thoughts of the cold night were pushed from my mind.

And so our not-quite-typical marriage passed in days together, nights apart, but I was too enamoured to wonder at it all. Why question perfect contentment?

Until that night of the broken glass. The fear woke me before I could identify the sound. Muffled by distance, but sharp and sure. I moved to the door without thinking, driven only by my deepest fear. Not for me—but for her.

At the end of the corridor, the glass glittered in the moonlight. But there amid the light was a darkness—a person. He looked at me. And lunged.

I hit the ground with such force that my breath left my body. As his hands wrapped around my throat, I was not sure that I would have the chance to draw breath again. He was bigger than me, stronger than me. But then a still-larger shadow fell across us.

I do not know which chilled me more: the scream or the growl. His weight was lifted from my body, and I gasped for breath. But as I watched him flail against the hold of teeth and claws, I felt a new breathlessness overtake me. His blood pooled dark in the moonlight. His flailing shuddered and stopped.

I could not move. Not as the great shadow tossed his body aside. Not as the creature turned towards me, its fur darkly gleaming, its eyes bright, its muzzle bloody. It moved slowly now. Sniffing at me gently, softly. Demurely.

I reached out slowly, and her massive head nuzzled against my hand. My fingers were lost in the warmth of her fur. Her eyes were changed, but she looked at me with a love that I knew well. And in that moment, all my questions were answered.

∼ Miriam H. Harrison

Nature is Red

November 13, 2024November 8, 2024 ~ Richard Meldrum ~ 4 Comments

The neighbor’s dog was staring at him through the fence. He quickly lifted the air rifle and fired. There was a distinct yelp as the pellet made contact. The dog disappeared. He smiled in satisfaction. First blood of the day; it hopefully wouldn’t be the last. There was a call from indoors.

“Jeremy dear, is everything okay?”

“Yes, mother, nothing to worry about.”

“That’s good, dear. Enjoy yourself!”

He reloaded his gun. His pockets were full of lead pellets and he was headed out into the countryside to see what he could kill. He suspected he would enjoy himself.

He walked down the lane towards the woods. It was Wednesday; he was meant to be at school, but he’d persuaded mother he was too ill to go. He’d also persuaded her to let him go to the woods with his air rifle. He told her it was for target shooting; he just hadn’t clarified the targets he had in mind were still alive.

It was spring, and the trees were green, giving plenty of cover for the wildlife. He entered the woods and sat on a log. He lifted the gun to his shoulder and peered through the scope. The woods were alive with noise and he watched the branches carefully. A bird landed on a nearby tree. He levelled his gun, aimed and fired. The bird fell in a pathetic heap on the ground. First kill. Keeping his eye against the scope, he surveyed the bushes. Pop! Another bird fell dead, then a third. Jeremy was both a sadist and a crack shot.

He moved from spot to spot, each time killing a couple of birds. He didn’t bother with the corpses; he wasn’t interested in anything but killing. Time passed quickly. Four o’clock found him sitting in a wooded glade, miles from anywhere. Through the scope, he noticed a pair of eyes staring at him from a bush. He recognized them as human, but he was still tempted to fire. He stood.

“You might as well come out.”

A kid of about ten emerged.

“You’re lucky I didn’t shoot you.”

“Cool gun. Can I touch it?”

“No, you’re just a kid. This isn’t a toy.”

He stretched.

“What are you doing? Are you hunting?” asked the kid.

“I’m heading home. I’m getting bored, shooting birds is too easy.”

“We could go up to the stone circle. I saw some bigger birds up there the other day. Rabbits too.”

The notion of fresh blood was too tempting.

“There better be kid, or I’ll thump you.”

“I promise.”

“Let’s go then.”

Jeremy climbed the hill to the ancient stone circle, with the boy following. The stones sat on top of a low hill, overlooking the village. Jeremy had been up here numerous times, forced by mother to go on Sunday walks, or with his teacher, on field trips. His teacher had mentioned something about the history of the circle in class, but Jeremy hadn’t been paying attention. Something to do with Pagan rites.

He knelt and propped his weapon against a fallen stone. The boy knelt down beside him. Jeremy scanned the area but saw nothing.

“There’s nothing here, kid.”

The boy pointed.

“There! A fox!”

He was right, just at the edge of the circle stood a fox, sniffing the air. It hadn’t noticed them. Jeremy put his eye to the scope and pressed the trigger. The creature dropped.

“And that seals the deal,” said the boy beside him in an adult voice.

“Huh?”

The boy jumped up onto the stone. He started to spin, round and round.

“What the fuck are you doing kid? Stop it, before I thump you.”

The spinning became a blur; it wasn’t possible, but it was happening right before Jeremy’s eyes.

“Stop!”

The boy stopped, but he was no longer a boy. In front of Jeremy stood a vision from hell. The figure had the legs of some sort of animal and the top half of a human, except for the two horns that sprouted from his forehead.

“What the hell? Who are you?”

The creature wagged its finger playfully.

“Jeremy, Jeremy, Jeremy. I thought you’d recognize me. Your poor old mummy would be disappointed after paying so much for that expensive school.”

He hopped down from the stone.

“I’m Pan.”

“Huh?”

“The god. Nice to meet you.”

“Huh?”

“You failed today’s test, you know. You killed too many animals.”

“What do you mean?”

“Oh well, what’s done is done. Let’s not dwell on your stupidity, let’s move to the main act.”

“What’s that?”

“Nature, red in tooth and claw. Isn’t that what you humans say?”

“I think so.”

The creature stared at him.

“Gosh, you are dumb, aren’t you?”

“You’re rude. I’m going home now.”

Jeremy turned to leave the stone circle, but realized he was surrounded by all sorts of creatures. There were deer, foxes, badgers, rats, mice, dogs, rabbits and cats.

“I’m afraid you can’t leave. My friends have come to meet you, to see the monster that decimated their ranks. You killed for pleasure, for no reason at all. I wouldn’t have minded if you hunted for food, but just for sport? No. Horrible, only humans are cruel enough to do that. And so, I have a little lesson in mind for you.”

“A lesson? What do you mean?”

“Well, at the risk of spoiling the surprise, we are here to show you, convincingly I might add, that nature is indeed red in tooth and claw. Very red.”

The animals around him moved closer. Jeremy didn’t even have the chance to scream.

∼ RJ Meldrum

Watch This

November 6, 2024July 10, 2024 ~ Elaine Pascale ~ 3 Comments

The flea market had become a ritual. Greg and Lydia rarely found anything, but when they did, it was heralded as monumental. They called their excursions “fossil hunting,” and many of their finds were truly relics.

Some of the vendors at the flea market were regulars and the couple barely gave their wares a glance. Their apartment only had room for a certain number of salt and pepper shakers or crocheted toilet paper concealers. They focused on the new vendors, and this week the nostalgic display in the corner captured their attention.

“This is so 80s,” Lydia whispered with reverence. She fingered a rack of fluorescent jelly bracelets.

Greg picked up a semi-inflated basketball. “Watch this,” he said, trying to spin the ball on his finger. He managed to nearly clear the trinkets from a nearby table as the ball wobbled and he shifted to center it.

As Lydia was deciding between the lime green fingerless mesh gloves and the argyle leg warmers, Greg called to her, “Remember this?” He was elbow-deep in a bin of records. He pulled an album from the stack and held it up for them both to see. The cover was a hypnotic spiral. Staring at the spiral and relaxing one’s eyes would make the name of the band appear. “This is trippy.”

“That was the first one with a ‘Tipper Sticker’.” Lydia tried to remember what had been so offensive about it. But offensive was as bound to time and place as any other concept.

Greg lowered his voice, “Playing it backward would make a demon appear.”

She laughed. “Right.”

“Seriously. That is what happened to them. To the band.”

Lydia rolled her eyes. “They died because their cocaine was poisoned with strychnine or something.”

“Where do you get your information? They were torn apart, long slashes on each of their bodies. Strychnine doesn’t do that.”

He dug in his pocket for some money while she typed into her phone. She turned the screen toward him. “Google says ‘poison’.”

“That’s what they want you to believe. You really think they would publish stories about honest-to-God demons?”

She shrugged “There is nothing honest about it. Just urban legend, but you do you.”

He turned the album over in his hands, inspecting the cover from all angles. “I am getting it.”

“We don’t have a record player.”

“Doesn’t matter. It’s a relic. When archeologists uncover our apartment from beneath the meteorite that will crush us, I want them to find this psychedelic specimen and know that we were true connoisseurs.”

By the time they returned home, he had scrutinized every inch of the album. Each time he had a new idea about the Escher-esque cyclone on the cover. “That would be what a demon’s lair looks like, right?”

“I guess.” She tilted her head. “Looks like a demented fan with warped blades.

He nodded appreciatively. “That might be what got to the band: warped blades…something made those gashes on their bodies.”

“If you believe that rubbish.” She sighed. “It’s a shame that good old fashioned overdosing has lost its glamour.” She went into the kitchen to make them sandwiches for lunch. “Why would a band play their own album backwards?”

“Because they were in that sophomore slump. They needed another hit; they needed to keep the train rolling.” He pulled the vinyl from the cover. “Watch this,” he said as he spun the record clockwise on his finger while humming the theme song of the Harlem Globe Trotters.

“Wow. They should sell you at a flea market. Your references would be the oldest thing there.”

He began to spin it counterclockwise. “Bet I can make it play if I spin fast enough.” He gave the vinyl a few hard spins before putting his fingernail into a grove.

High decibel screeching came from the album.

“If that doesn’t call a demon, I don’t know what would.” He laughed, but she did not join in.

She felt clammy and dizzy. She began to saw through the hardened bread faster, believing her blood sugar level was dropping.

“Watch this,” he called again, spinning the album faster and making it wail with the placement of his fingernail.

“I…” She grabbed the counter with one hand, fearing she would fall to the floor without its assistance. She heard odd words coming from the record. The words were compelling; the words ordered her to do horrible things.

“Almost sounds like a chant,” Greg said, not noticing the change in Lydia. If he had, he might have been able to save himself.

The words built into a frenzy, a confusion of chaos, the verbal version of the album’s psychedelic cover. Her glowing, red eyes were focused on the knife she had been using on the bread. The chant was about the knife. It told her what to do with the knife.

“This is messed up.” Greg shook his head, believing this was all in fun.

Lydia could no longer remember who Greg was or what he meant to her. She could no longer remember where she was. Her mind was consumed with the knife and with the voices that were imploring her to use it.

The album whirled and the voices wove a powerful, insistent, and necessary story. Her hands felt far away and as if someone else were now in control of them. A part of her waged a war to keep the knife on the bread.

As the album continued to shriek, she lost the battle.

∼ Elaine Pascale

Just Do It

October 16, 2024October 7, 2024 ~ Ian Sputnik ~ 3 Comments

Charles got out of the bath and gave himself a quick towel down. He then stood at the sink, combed his hair, and brushed his teeth. His thoughts were foggy. Even after a tepid bath he still felt like death warmed up. He briefly mused that nobody said ‘like life cooled down’ which was surely the same, if not similar. He shook his head to clear his thoughts from the ridiculous comparison.

He wandered through to the bedroom and started dressing. As he put his socks on, he instinctively rubbed his lower legs. He looked down at the scars that ran from his ankles to just below his knees. Some were large and deep, others were thin and long, like elongated hairs but with a pale red hue.

His thoughts slowly meandered back to that day, over twenty years ago now. The ‘event’ that would mold his mind and body to what it was now. He was scarred both inside and out. But Charles was resilient and headstrong. And with that strength, he had made a good life. He had a beautiful wife, a lovely home, a blossoming business, and two wonderful children.

***

“Come on Charlie,” shouted Pete. Pete was the troublemaker of the class. He was always in detention or getting the cane, but all the other boys looked up to him with a mixture of admiration and fear.

Charles quickly followed Pete and three of their classmates, Chick, Steve, and Mickey. Pete had come up with a brilliant idea, and, if Pete suggested anything, then it went without saying that others would follow along without question.

During lunch, Pete shared with the others the plan. His brother had been at the boarding school but had since left to attend university. He had informed Pete of a secret way into the tuck shop. A way they could eat candy like kings for free.

They entered the main hall and made their way to the large stage area at the front. The headmaster would orate his morning assembly speeches from it, but it was also used for theatrical productions.

Pete dropped to his knees and pulled a small wooden facia board away from the stage.

“Charlie, come here,” he ordered.

Charles did as he was told.

“Look in between the wooden support beams, right at the end there’s a grille. It’s just pushed into place. It’s really easy to pull out, no screws or anything. The next room is the tuck shop. We all know it’s shut and locked ten minutes before the end of lunch break. Grab as much as you can get. In you go.”

Charles froze. “Why me?”

“You’re the only one small enough”.

“Go on, Charlie, do it,” Pete commanded.

Charlie hesitated. It looked dirty under the stage, and the cobwebs were thick.

“Do it, do it, do it,” the other boys chanted.

Not one to disobey Pete, Charles dropped to his knees and moved slowly under the stage area. He could only just squeeze between the wooden beams on either side of him and he had to do that on all fours with the boards scraping his school blazer.

“You there yet?” Mickey called.

Charles couldn’t turn to see who had asked as there was no room to maneuver. He just carried on into the wooden tunnel. “Nearly, I think,” he answered. He reached the end and fumbled for the grille. He couldn’t see it through the dust-filled air and dim light. That light, no matter how dim suddenly vanished and Charles was plunged into pitch-black darkness. Behind him, he could hear the board being pushed back into place. Then giggles, and the sound of running feet retreating from the scene. Charles also thought he heard the word ‘loser’ being yelled out. It was too muffled to clearly hear who had shouted it, but Charles could easily guess.

He tried to shuffle backward but found it extremely impossible. Going forward was hard enough. His blazer kept catching on splinters and nails. He was stuck. All he could do was kneel there and sob.

He couldn’t tell how long he’d been trapped beneath the stage before he heard the first squeak. It seemed like hours but could have been far less. The squeak was followed by scampering sounds. He felt something crawling up his calf closely followed by a sharp agonizing pain. Charles screamed into the darkness. He twisted his body in sheer panic as another bite was followed by another and yet another. He managed to free himself and spun himself onto his back. He kicked his legs wildly and could feel the rats as he tried to pound them with his legs into the wooden boards above and below him. They began to scratch and bite into his shins as they made their way up his legs. Suddenly, with a creak bright light assaulted his eyes as the board above him was pulled free. Through the blinding light, Charles could vaguely make out a human form.

“Ok, Charlie, I’ve got you,” came the unmistakable reassuring voice of the headmaster.

As he was pulled from his tomb of torment, he also saw the caretaker, who beat off the rats with a broom, and the school’s matron who shrieked “Oh my god, look at his legs”.

It should have been a blessing to be released from the nightmare that he had endured, but it was only the beginning. Each night he’d dream of being stuck beneath the floorboards again. He’d scream and kick at the rats as they scratched and gnawed at his shins whilst they slowly worked their way up his legs. He’d shake himself from his nightmare, a floorboard would be lifted and the daylight would flood in. But now the sight of the headmaster was replaced with that of his mother. “Charles, it’s just a dream,” she’d say in the reassuring tone that only mothers can give.

***

From the day of that terrifying ordeal, Charles was never quite been the same. Outwardly he turned into a strong and determined young man. Inwardly he was something completely different. The nightmares that interrupted his sleep on a regular basis gave him a serious outlook on life, one that made him old before his time. He had become untrusting in nature and this in turn had made him a formidable businessman and a very shrewd figure in the financial scene. But, with all his success and wealth, he’d gladly give it up for the bliss of being able to obtain a steady run of uninterrupted nights of sleep with peaceful dreams. He would be happy working in a factory or grocery store, if he had his loving wife, whom he met at a seminar six years earlier, and his children beside him.

Charles now controlled the nightmares as much as he could with the use of medication. He still had bad nights when he struggled to break free of his recurring nightmare. The longer they lasted, the further the rats would manage to crawl up his body.

Driving back from his office one night, he found it difficult to concentrate. The previous night he’d experienced one of his ‘episodes’. He thought about requesting a stronger dose of medication from his doctor. He worried that his wife would begin to realize that he suffered so badly with regular nightmares. It was a pride thing. He was determined to be a strong husband and father in her eyes. She obviously knew about his nightmares, but even after their years of marriage, he had never revealed the nature or cause of them. This was his burden to bear, and his alone. Every marriage has its secrets, he rationalized, and this was his.

He cracked the window open a little so the fresh breeze would gently brush against his face as he drove. He hoped this would refresh him enough so that he could put his thoughts in order. He had a big meeting planned for the next day and needed to bring his ‘A’ game along with him. There was a big merger in the planning. If successful it would ensure the future of his business.

He turned on his car radio, hoping some music might ease the tension that had already started cramping the back of his neck. He tuned into the local station just as a song was finishing. An advert for a DIY store began. “Don’t keep putting those jobs off in your home,” the narrator said. “It’s time to get your house into shape. JUST-DO-IT,” they commanded, accompanied by combined backing voices who chanted “Do it, do it, do it.”

Charles was suddenly transported back to his wooden prison beneath the stage. He could hear the voices of Pete, Chick, Steve, and Mickey. “Do it, do it, do it,” they urged. Dazzling headlights blinded him. There was then a sudden jolt that made his body lurch forward. The sound of breaking glass and crumpling metal was the last thing that he could hear before the world turned black.

Charles was trapped beneath the stage. The rats chewed chunks from his legs and advanced up his body. They scratched at his knees and began biting and chewing into the soft flesh of his thighs. He screamed and kicked but still the nightmare continued. He shook his head from side to side in order to escape this realm of torture, but he couldn’t break free from the vision. The rodents made their way to his stomach and they tore at his shirt and then into his chest. He heard the creaking of floorboards and light filled the void. As one of them was removed, he could see the haloed vision of a person. As it came into focus, he saw the smiling face of his wife. She was gently calling his name. Gwen then began to slowly lower the board again. She forced it back into place until the dimming light of the outside world was eventually gone once more. Charles screamed and beat upon the wood with bloodied fists but to no avail. How could she do this to him? His thoughts were a haze of panic and confusion.

Gwen’s eyes darted from Charles to the doctor.

“What’s happening?” she cried through teary eyes.

The doctor injected the last of the fluid from the syringe into Charles’s intravenous drip.

“Your husband has sustained severe internal injuries and major head trauma. It’s better that he doesn’t come around yet. That will give his body a better chance to heal.” He explained.

She gently squeezed his hand and briefly left the private hospital room to see to her children who patiently waited in the corridor.

The rats had now made it up to Charles’s face where they tore chunks of flesh from his cheeks. He then felt their warm breath on his eyelids as they began their onslaught, first ripping the lids away and then gorging on his eyes. Charles writhed in agony. No matter how hard he shook his head or kicked his feet he just couldn’t stop the horror.

On seeing their father briefly regain consciousness only to close his eyes again the children began to cry.

“Is Daddy going OK?” his daughter asked. “Is he dead?” she blurted out in a sobbing voice, her tearful eyes letting out a constant stream that ran down her cheeks.

Gwen took a tissue from her pocket and gently began to wipe her daughter’s face.

“It’s going to be ok,” she assured her. “The doctor’s just given Daddy something to make him sleep while he gets better,” she explained. She then hugged both of her children, whilst holding back her own tears for their sake.

Meanwhile, Charles screamed and kicked. Why couldn’t he wake? Why? He tried his hardest to break from his bad dream. His thoughts were of his children and his adoring wife. He prayed that he could return to them again.

Three weeks later Charles finally opened his eyes.

The doctor checked the monitor and gave Gwen a reassuring nod.

She gently spoke Charles’s name. There was no reaction. So, she repeated it again and again.

“What’s happening, doctor?”

“He just needs time,” he responded in a caring but professional manner.

Charles could vaguely see the hospital room’s ceiling. He looked down and could make out the bed through fuzzy vision. But he could not see his wife. The room was empty apart from the giant rat that sat on his chest and stared with black eyes at him.

After nearly thirty days of medically induced coma, Charles’s body had recovered and once again had returned to the land of the living. But his mind was gone forever.

∼ Ian Sputnik

Roadkill

October 9, 2024October 7, 2024 ~ Charles Gramlich ~ 6 Comments

No moon. A sky flecked like mica with stars. I had my Harley redlined, the V-Twin burning between my legs. It’s always dangerous riding fast at night. But since the change I had nothing to lose, no one to care if I lost it. Then I saw her, lying across the blacktop.

Dead, I thought.

But she moved when I swerved to avoid her. I got the bike stopped, u-turned, winced as I saw… Her back was broken. I hung the bike on its kickstand, the headlight painting her, refracting jewels from her liquid eyes. I rushed to her, knelt.

She opened her mouth but made no sound. How could she be alive? How could she breathe with a chest half crushed? What was she doing so far from town? What sick fate had sent a vehicle to rendezvous with her at this lonely spot? There were no signs of burnt rubber. Whoever hit her hadn’t even slowed down.

I tried to force, “It’s OK,” through my lips. The meaningless words wouldn’t come.

Then she looked past me toward highway’s edge. I turned, saw some shadowy movement. When I turned back she looked like she was sleeping but her chest no longer rose and fell. My feet followed where her gaze had led, and I saw why she’d been crossing the road. Saw what she was returning to. Or running from.

Her puppies had been born dead. But in this new world they hadn’t stayed that way. They smelled me, and squirmed toward me through their mother’s afterbirth, their baby teeth stark and white and gnashing.

I backed away, then screamed as a sudden flashing agony lanced through my legs. I fell, rolled instinctively away from the pain. The mother hound’s mouth was flecked with foam and blood. My blood. Her eyes had been reborn as scarlet hells.

I tried to get up, found she’d torn out my Achilles tendons. Still screaming, I scrabbled away along the highway. The hound growled and hitched herself toward me, her paws slapping at the asphalt. Intestines unraveled behind her. I laughed hysterically as I realized the mother’s broken spine would keep her from catching me.

Then I saw the puppies. On the road. They couldn’t walk either. But they were crawling faster than I was.

∼ Charles Gramlich