Apep

Had it been the sun that peeled skin from his neck or the sheer ferocity of his nightmare?

Blistering splendor poured onto him from the unrelenting orb. Fire singed his eyes, shriveled his tongue—the blackened, useless slug lolled from his lips. His speech now eradicated, rendered to meaningless gestures from his festered hands. The sun seared his flesh, melted his legs down to dripping strands; mere bubbling pools of tissue in the ruined soles of his boots.

Every night, each dream, the heat only intensified.

He had been walking down a pebbled road, a silvery-sparkled stream beyond a thicket to his left. He could hear it—the stream, forming words that he could not, murmuring soft melodies into his steaming ears. Disgusted, he spat futilely; gory mucous dribbled down his chin. He wiped at it with a skinless forearm.

Every night, each dream, the anguish only escalated.

He had never seen a sky so blue. Cloudless and pure. He gritted his teeth. Upon the wind ancient legends croaked, low and throaty, while to his right bunnies romped through manicured fields. The sun cooked him, made his eyes bleed, and from his core ruptured an awful sort of churn. The sort he might have gotten eating roofing nails or coals from the bottom of his dead father’s grill.

In tonight’s nightmare, he stood in the midst of beauty. It utterly sickened him.

A terrible mewling. From the fields: bunnies eviscerated in pink geysers and in the middle of it all, the most splendid serpent he had ever seen.
The sun threw rage from its golden loft in the sky.

He screamed himself awake.

***

Did his flesh itch from want or the ghastliness of his nightmare?

A tap at the window. His body jerked; the steering wheel caught him in the ribs. Another tap, more forceful. A shimmering ray of light penetrated his window and diffused across his lap. For one fear slickened moment, he believed the sun had returned.

“Drop the window.”

Clumsily he swung his head, caught the glare of the flashlight. He swatted at ghost mosquitoes, then rolled the window down.

“What are you doing out here tonight?”

Instantly, he knew he had made a terrible mistake and slowly raised his hands to the steering wheel. “Resting, sir. Been on the road awhile. Needed a bit of a break.”

The flashlight glare jumped to the side. “Out of the car. Keep your hands where I can see them.”

He jiggled the door handle and stepped out, the chilled night air a balm to his flesh—yes, flesh remained; he could see that much now under the flashlight’s glow. Relieved, he pushed his hands upward to the somber stain of the sky. The scent of bunny entrails tickled his nostrils.

He heard a serpent’s hiss.

“Have you been drinking tonight, son?”

“No sir, not at all.”

He whirled expertly and with a ruthless chop to the throat crumpled the patrolman. A spinning kick to the temple knocked the man out cold—movements so heartless, so practiced, the officer never stood a chance. He seized the cop by his hair, dragged him from the shoulder of the road and down a slight ravine. Slipped the trench knife from his jeans and plunged it into the base of the cop’s skull. He felt the body shudder, finally go limp. A serpent hissed again in his head, and its tail rattled somewhere off in dreamy meadows. He withdrew his knife from the skull and rejoiced.

In due time, he would become a deity.

***

He usually lived in his car; a nomad’s life, one to which he had grown accustomed. However, tonight he chose a run-down inn with what cash he had; now he slept, tangled in stale motel sheets and food stained newspapers. The nightmares, they discovered him, slithered and stalked through his mind. Beneath the flames of his sins, he sweat.

Deep in the throes of subconsciousness, his mind again succumbed to dreamscape’s dark veil. In this dream, he rose from his cheap bed, abandoning his yellowed outline across the sheets. A pebbled road stretched below his feet; a silvery-scarred stream gurgled like the death rattle of the officer he had slain days before. A tranquil panorama of pastel greens and blues yawned above his head and higher still loomed the sun, ripping at his skin yet again.

Reject Ra.

He screamed and suddenly found himself back in bed. Across his foot lay a newspaper, the headline drenched in moonlight filtering through the window:

OFFICER MURDERED: AUTHORITIES LINK SLAYING TO SERPENT KILLER

He smiled proudly, but then something scraped against the wall.

Laughter. You fear Ra.

He scanned the room, but the voice slipped undiscovered into the gloom. “I don’t fear anyone. Don’t you know they call me Serpent Killer now?”

Rattling. From the tail of a snake. You cower beneath Ra. Yet you dare emulate me.

“I don’t—”

Sacrifice under Ra’s nose. Only then will you shed your flesh, become what you are meant to be. A threatening hiss, and then the moon retreated from the room, casting it into hellish darkness.

At last, he tore free from his latest nightmare. Flakes of skin dusted his pillow.

***

He dragged his newest kill deeper into the woods. Passed the makeshift grave he had dug for the cop. Remembrance churned through his head.

The nightmares had plagued him since childhood, severing the innocence from his heart and replacing it with a hollow angst. He knew not what to make of the visions that poisoned his reveries, only that they rendered him misplaced and abandoned. Soon, however, he came to relish the feeling.

Once just a greasy, awkward freshman, he first murdered in the bathroom of his school. It had been November; the sun long expired by late afternoon. He loitered in the library, thumbing through books about bygone legends, until his eyes finally met that of another solitary boy. Eventually, he followed the boy into the lavatory, snuck behind him while he pissed into the urinal and drove his head into the ceramic tile. There were no witnesses, and he certainly had never been suspected. The death tang still lingered upon his fingers later that evening. For a brief while, he had stemmed his anguish. But relief never lasted. So he killed again.

He snapped from his thoughts.  Cut into his kill’s clothes with his knife, stripped them off.  Then he flipped the headless body onto its back.

With each letting of blood, his nightmares had only worsened. With each letting of blood, the serpent had only spoken louder.

He plunged his knife into its breast and proceeded to engrave.

He worked his hand and wrist carefully; his art form more fluid now than in the past. Sweat dripped from his brow.

Do not fail me as others have before you. Ra’s rein must end.

The serpent, it never left him alone. When he closed his eyes, it coiled behind his lids. Secretly, he despised its embodiment of something far more unnatural than even himself. But he never lost the faith that if he could gain knowledge of the nightmares the serpent delivered, perhaps then he could pillage its power.

Claim it as his own.

We must cast this world into my glorious shadow.

He stepped back, studied his toil. Desecrated, the headless corpse lay strewn—a serpent dug into its flesh, twisting sternum to groin.

Sacrifice under Ra’s nose. Only then will you shed your flesh. The serpent’s words rattled through his skull and quite unexpectedly, he frowned.

***

He had pondered years over his dilemma: would liberation be granted under the sun, or would the moon ultimately conceal his damnation?

Under golden rays, he had feared for his safety, his very life. Yet did he not hide under the hem of night, seeking a coward’s comfort? Meticulously he had fashioned a secure existence, believing it would eventually lead to divinity. He ached to be worshiped, but how could he ever be glorified when the masses knew him only as Serpent Killer…and not the Serpent.

He had never slain in broad daylight. Only a god could be so brazen.

Tonight, he settled into the back seat of his car, behind an abandoned barn he knew to be undisturbed. By flashlight, he poured over the newspapers he had accumulated. The headlines swelled him with pride—the media’s copy dressed him as a rock star. Yes, the slayings had been linked, some twenty to thirty all told. Serpent Killer, they chanted his name. Serpent Killer.  Still, it gnawed at the root of his soul.

Never the Serpent.

He gazed through the window at a sky black as the river Styx. After so many years, he had reached a decision. When he woke in the morning, he would shed his flesh.

***

The silvery-sparkled stream spoke; at least he thought it did. It gurgled over the rocks, over fallen limbs. Around the beaver’s dam it ebbed, and he loathed its song. The sun blew an inferno across the land. The thicket smoldered. Bunnies frolicked unaware.

Naked, he lay on a pebbled road and stared at the sun. It laughed at him, hurled boisterous flames that melted his toenails off. Nubs of white bone broke through his flesh. He screamed, but no one heard.

Butterflies swirled round his head, a myriad of colors, shapes. One landed upon the tip of his nose. He swatted at it but was too slow; it flitted back into its flock of comrades, their kaleidoscope of hues acid to his eyes. He realized he despised beauty, all beauty, and the nourishment its sun provided. Now he heard the fish in the stream laugh as well as the butterflies and the birds as they nestled in their boughs. The bunnies too, something of a high-pitched chortle—and the sun, its haughty giggling more than he could bear.

The serpent’s hiss hushed the land.

He tore free from the membranes of yet another nightmare, slick with fright. Golden fingers groped through the back window, scraping angry red welts across his legs. He recoiled from the sun and nearly scrambled into the front seat.

Then he saw them.

The little boy crossed the field, headed to the trees and the stream beyond. A fishing pole bounced along his shoulder. Close behind walked the boy’s father.

Shirtless, shoeless, he slipped from his car. Trench knife in hand. He stalked across the field, the grass beneath his feet uncomfortably sharp and hot, stewing his toes. Harder he pushed, springing smoothly from the ground the moment he touched down. With each predatory step, his confidence brimmed.

The scent of the father’s aftershave tickled his nose and the boy…he could already taste the boy’s blood.

Persistent in its melody, the stream disguised his footfall. A bunny bounded across the field, stopped and wiggled its nose. A butterfly fluttered about. The sun tattooed the top of his head; something flaked from his neck and between his shoulders. It spat its fury upon him, ignited a deep ache within the marrow of his bones. He ignored it all, fueled by the unknowing chatter between the father and his boy—and the dawning realization that soon he would be a deity.

Nothing would deny him.

Ten more yards. The father would then taste his blade. His eyes sparkled as he tightened his grip upon the knife.

Sacrifice under Ra’s nose. Only then will you shed your flesh.

Five yards.

Two.

A massive shadow shifted from under the canopy of trees ahead. His mind reeled, desperate to make sense of what had emerged. His legs buckled, and he tumbled forward. He managed to snare his prey’s foot and tripped the father to the ground.

He pounced upon the man and for a moment, he glimpsed his own bewildered reflection within his prey’s frightened eyes. One slash and his blade kissed the man’s throat.

He enjoyed the ghastly wheeze from the father’s gaping wound. Then he noticed the pus-bloated sores along his own arm, and a long shriek escaped his mouth.

From under the shadow of the trees, the boy halted and spun around. Staggering from the prone body of the father, he half ran, half limped toward the boy as the flesh separated from muscle in thin sheets from his limbs. He hissed even as glints of bone popped through the exposed areas.

Nothing would deny him. Not even the sun as it stripped free tissue and tendon.

He raised the trench knife above his head but it dropped from his grasp, fingers nothing more than charred bone. A numbness spread through his mind like morphine, yet the inferno within raged molten. His arms, twisted into jagged charcoaled spindles, burst into plumes of ash that clotted the air. The ruins of his legs littered the field, and he fell once more. He came to rest at the boy’s feet, a smoldering stump.

Behind the boy slithered a staggering mass. It rose and towered above them both—he thought it had existed only in the darkest cavities of his nightmares—but now realized how terribly wrong he had been. The serpent in all its glory: an enormous thing with unblinking elliptical eyes and a horrid, triangular head. It glowered, forked tongue flicking from its jaws.

His face slid off into the grass. His torso itched unbearably as scales erupted from beneath his exposed muscle.

He glanced upward, stared into the serpent’s morphing head. For a moment, he glimpsed his own features grotesquely bubbling under the serpent’s. Then the boy’s. The ancient abomination opened its mouth.

Sacrifice under Ra’s nose. Only then will you shed your flesh, become what you are meant to be.

The boy walked away and then returned with the trench knife in his young hand.

Only then did he comprehend that the god of his nightmares commanded not him but the boy. Finally did he realize he had been mislead. Abandoned once more. “Nooooo…”

Another child would be prepared as heir to Apep’s earthly throne and in turn suffer its depraved nightmares. Perhaps it would be this boy…this boy who possessed no fear of Ra.

The dawning complete; the only sure way to slay a serpent was to sever its head.

~ Joseph A. Pinto

© Copyright 2013 Joseph A. Pinto. All Rights Reserved.

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About Joseph Pinto

Author of the poignant novella Dusk and Summer (2014). Horror author of the novel Flowers for Evelene (2005) as well numerous published works of dark fiction. Member of the Horror Writers Association. Cofounder of the Pen of the Damned. Rumored lycanthrope. New Orleans Saints fan. Pancreatic cancer advocate. Twitter: @JosephAPinto Share his unique spin at josephpinto.com Indulge in Pen of the Damned with Joe and the Damned at PenoftheDamned.com

40 responses to “Apep”

  1. kamagrowski says :

    ha! didnt see that coming…very cool imagery

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  2. The Other Side of Ugly - Letters to Humanity says :

    Wow. Unexpected and cool in your ever dark way.

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  3. gabidaniels says :

    Nice work, Joe. Not sure if I’ll be able to sleep tonight…

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    • Joseph Pinto says :

      lol That’s awesome news, Gabi!! I hope you dream of bunnies when you do finally sleep…oh wait…no, don’t dream of bunnies…anything but the bunnies 😉
      Thank you so much for your support!!

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  4. Adriana Noir says :

    Beautiful, dark, and chilling work, Joe! *shivers* You certainly have a way with words.

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  5. Nina D'Arcangela says :

    ‘Apep’ is full of little gems, Joe: pink bunny geysers, peeling flesh and tendon, nubs of white bone, sunlight described as ‘golden groping fingers’. You even managed to turn a flock of butterflies into something evil. Extremely descriptive, and very disturbing. Another excellent piece! I particularly like that once read a second time, some of the passages take on a dual meaning – I love words hidden among words. A deliciously twisted romp through… imagination, psychosis, or gods that slither among us? Great read, Joe! I enjoyed ‘Apep’ as much for it’s visceral odd nature as well as the story itself. And the ending… superb! :}

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    • Joseph Pinto says :

      Hey Nina! 🙂 Yes, APEP came together for me in some unexpected ways. I had to straddle the line of psychotic visionary while making sure the reader would not think my story to be another one of those ‘and then he woke up and found it all to be make believe’ type tales lol I am thrilled that you enjoyed my imagery 🙂 And as always, your support of me is extremely appreciated!

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  6. Sue says :

    The poetic flow of your writing gives your storytelling an added pinch of horror. Like the added dash of an herb that renders a recipe extraordinary

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    • Joseph Pinto says :

      Thank you very much, Sue! It’s funny because I don’t ever intend to have any sort of ‘poetic flow’ to my stories, and yet that is what I hear most often than not. Regardless, I am very appreciative that you enjoy my work! 🙂

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  7. Bat Hughes says :

    Fantastic! A feat to sustain that tension and otherworld, visceral bleed-through into this one. Bravo.

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  8. blazemcrob says :

    Great story, Joe! Gotta love all the beauty amidst the defication brought by Ra. The Dark . . . the Dark wins once again. Only those who understand all the nuances of depravity and are able to control their own will are allowed to ascend to greater things.

    Blaze

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  9. jaimiengle says :

    Hell yes!! How twisted was that story? Awesome work. You know what my favorite thing about your writing is? Your word choice is so perfect that I find myself reading and reading with no desire to stop. I am so engrossed in the images you create with such ease like an artist painting or sculpting something before my eyes. Brilliant.

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    • Joseph Pinto says :

      Hell yes is right!! lol You’re so funny, Jaimie (funny in the best-est way possible lol) Thank you very much; yes, I do work hard to capture certain words, a certain emotion, for each of my stories. They need to be three dimensional to me, if that makes sense. Nothing worse than a good premise that is written flat
      I appreciate your never ending support, Jaimie!! 🙂

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  10. Thomas Brown says :

    Snakes? Dreams? Egyptian references? Disturbed minds? Just a few of the things that, for me at least, make this story so resonant! A gripping and original read.

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  11. Cristina says :

    Egyptian mythology and horror, two of my favourite things. Fantastic short story, as usual. You spoil us too much!

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    • Joseph Pinto says :

      Hey, I’m like a grandma when it comes to writing horror – I’m gonna make sure I spoil the hell outta you…and make sure you leave with some cookies, too! lol Thank you always for your support, Cristina! I’m thrilled that you enjoyed APEP 🙂

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  12. moondustwriter says :

    Hissing great story. Wow that was a well woven death rattle.
    Hang on to your skin…

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  13. MM Jaye says :

    Joseph, I came here at your request although you should know (based on my Twitter profile) that I’m a writer or romance stories. A romance writer’s brain is unwilling to or should I say incapable of engaging in your genre’s self-imposed thought-processes as, to us, bunnies are soft and fuzzy and live forever and ever (oh, and fall in love once and have lots and lots of great sex till they die of old age). Nevertheless, I came; and read Apep. And I can tell you this: romance writer or not, I can acknowledge your superb writing skills! This piece is exclellent writing! Poignant, rich, it never misses a beat. I thoroughly enjoyed it. And, yes, I was pleasantly surprised that you didn’t go for the “oh, it was just a bad dream” trope. No, I’m not a convert, and I can’t see myself ever reading a full horror novel, but I will gladly read another short story of yours. So feel free to hit me with a DM when the time comes.

    I bet you didn’t see me go for such a 180, did you? 😛

    MM Jaye

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    • Joseph Pinto says :

      Hi Maria! First, thank you for taking the time to read APEP; it is greatly appreciated! The fact that you’re not a ‘horror fan’ per se, but yet enjoyed APEP, is a wonderful thing to know. Horror is meant to invoke emotion and suspend belief while making it just that – believable. I’m a reader of all genres (when time allows); I think it’s very important to not ‘pigeonhole’ yourself into one train of thought. So even though I write ‘horror,’ I incorporate many other elements into it. Anyway, enough of my chatter – I’m thrilled that you enjoyed APEP, and while not looking to ‘convert you,’ I will be looking at winning you over to my tales 😛 lol

      Your support is greatly appreciated!!

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      • MM Jaye says :

        Joseph, we could turn this into a debate 🙂 Although I appreciate a good horror writer’s aim as you describe it, I find the “tools” they use to achieve it (violence, pain, torture) completely unappealing. As for “pigeonholing” myself, I’ll tell you this: the Greek version of Graham Masterton’s The Sleepless bears my name as its translator. Now, having lived in the guy’s head for months, striving to twist my Greek words to serve his vision, kinda did it for me. So, your tales might not win me over, but your writing certainly has!

        MM Jaye

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        • Joseph Pinto says :

          LOL I didn’t mean that ‘you’ were pigeonholing, Maria (first bunnies, now pigeons…no animal is safe with me!! lol), but rather some writers as a whole. And debates are fun! I can appreciate any genre as long as the writing is tight and premise is solid. And deal: I’ll settle for my writing winning you over 🙂 lol

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  14. aspend says :

    Whoa Very compelling

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  15. zkullis says :

    My dark heart revelled in this unholy tale. I felt myself in the chilling grip of psychosis and the supernatural – it was fantastic.

    The way you constructed this was a perfect storm of terror.

    “Sacrifice under Ra’s nose. Only then will you shed your flesh.” I’m going to have this tender morsel rolling around on my tongue for some time!

    \m/

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  16. John says :

    Great story! As someone who’s afraid of snakes, all the serpent imagery really upped the terror level for me. My heart is still beating a bit faster than normal. 🙂

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    • Joseph Pinto says :

      lol I’m happy that my tale managed to entwine itself around your mind; for your sake, pray it’s not a Boa lol But seriously, thank you for your support, John, as well taking the time to read my work! 🙂

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  17. cherrydarling317 says :

    I loved this!!!! Great twist!!!

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